Game Thread
Jun 30, 2014 12:55:58 GMT 12
Post by animex75 on Jun 30, 2014 12:55:58 GMT 12
Sel: "What typical useless trash you are. Good thing I didn't really have too much faith in you, it was only a matter of time until you fell back into your beliefs in law and order and the like. I'm really not surprised. Good thing the REAL Dex in reality is nothing like this one I suppose!"
well lets see these diary pages.
It's been some time since the beginning of this therapy program, whilst there has been no harm done, ever since I was caught out during my investigation into the strange "Black Orphan" cases that surround several of the students in my class, the tests have started to become much more bizarre. Natasha is yet to have begun any such tests and I feel she is starting to become much more distant from all of us, myself included. My only hope for her is to understand not to exclude herself from the rest of us, and ensure she doesn't become just like that guy.
I've stumbled upon some evidence that points directly towards Sel, and I've almost no doubt that he is at least somewhat involved with these murders that play right into these therapy sessions that just so happen to fit right in with our mental states. I require more evidence to support my theory, but I would not in the least be surprised if the deaths of our parents were linked to the change in these therapy sessions. I am going to talk to Nate who is closer friends with Sel than I am.
I have failed to discuss Sel with Nate horribly, he was extremely elusive initially before being outright forceful when encouraging me to stop talking about Sel to him. I believe there is some kind of animosity between the two, I can't help but feel there is tension amongst everyone after Sel's proposition to use his strange concept for a play to perform at the memorial for the Future Foundation's de-despairification program. Fortunately, Sel approached me instead, asking me to investigate the historical High School Life of Mutual Killing. I declined and asked what I needed to know about the case, predictably, he stated not to know anything.
I've traced the murders to a single location, I will attempt to locate evidence there.
Several pages have been torn out.
Sel has made a proposition to spare both the lives of myself, and Natasha, we are to undergo a special test. He's already declared himself the new head of the strange program. He says I have to give up everything and prove my worth to take it back. I don't know where this will lead me, but I fear it will not be good. He says I will never be the same again, however, if there's one thing I must rely on to bring me back, it will be my love for Natasha. I will not let it go. I will fight to come back to her from wherever I may be going. I must put an end to Sel's disgusting antics at all costs.
I have been informed it's been no more than a few days since I began the game. And now, being as alive as ever, I have emerged victorious. Having returned from the reality in which I had become some horrendous eldritch creature, I now completely understand Sel's goals. He has tapped into my mind, and I have tapped into his. We have formed a strange bond that, even when he is not with me, I can still see and hear him, whispering to me what I must do. Whilst, had this been any other day, had I been a spectator, or had I been any other person, the feeling of dying again and again and again from the perspectives of the people I've killed would have made me sick to see the sight of Sel - and yet I feel nothing but admiration for his drive to achieve this sensation of complete dread. It's like an enlightenment to the true potential of the world's cruelty. There it is, the word that can perfectly describe my miserable euphoria:
Despair.
I can feel him crawl within me, and I can see that he knows he's doing just that. I know that, inevitably, he will take over my mind, and I will willingly give it up. I shall follow him, I will investigate the true horror of the High School Life of Mutual Killing down to the very last droplet. I will assist with his devising of this play that will serve as more than just a performance. I will serve under him in his conquest of this prestigious academy. This school that serves as a beacon of hope will shine no more.
I've stumbled upon some evidence that points directly towards Sel, and I've almost no doubt that he is at least somewhat involved with these murders that play right into these therapy sessions that just so happen to fit right in with our mental states. I require more evidence to support my theory, but I would not in the least be surprised if the deaths of our parents were linked to the change in these therapy sessions. I am going to talk to Nate who is closer friends with Sel than I am.
I have failed to discuss Sel with Nate horribly, he was extremely elusive initially before being outright forceful when encouraging me to stop talking about Sel to him. I believe there is some kind of animosity between the two, I can't help but feel there is tension amongst everyone after Sel's proposition to use his strange concept for a play to perform at the memorial for the Future Foundation's de-despairification program. Fortunately, Sel approached me instead, asking me to investigate the historical High School Life of Mutual Killing. I declined and asked what I needed to know about the case, predictably, he stated not to know anything.
I've traced the murders to a single location, I will attempt to locate evidence there.
Several pages have been torn out.
Sel has made a proposition to spare both the lives of myself, and Natasha, we are to undergo a special test. He's already declared himself the new head of the strange program. He says I have to give up everything and prove my worth to take it back. I don't know where this will lead me, but I fear it will not be good. He says I will never be the same again, however, if there's one thing I must rely on to bring me back, it will be my love for Natasha. I will not let it go. I will fight to come back to her from wherever I may be going. I must put an end to Sel's disgusting antics at all costs.
I have been informed it's been no more than a few days since I began the game. And now, being as alive as ever, I have emerged victorious. Having returned from the reality in which I had become some horrendous eldritch creature, I now completely understand Sel's goals. He has tapped into my mind, and I have tapped into his. We have formed a strange bond that, even when he is not with me, I can still see and hear him, whispering to me what I must do. Whilst, had this been any other day, had I been a spectator, or had I been any other person, the feeling of dying again and again and again from the perspectives of the people I've killed would have made me sick to see the sight of Sel - and yet I feel nothing but admiration for his drive to achieve this sensation of complete dread. It's like an enlightenment to the true potential of the world's cruelty. There it is, the word that can perfectly describe my miserable euphoria:
Despair.
I can feel him crawl within me, and I can see that he knows he's doing just that. I know that, inevitably, he will take over my mind, and I will willingly give it up. I shall follow him, I will investigate the true horror of the High School Life of Mutual Killing down to the very last droplet. I will assist with his devising of this play that will serve as more than just a performance. I will serve under him in his conquest of this prestigious academy. This school that serves as a beacon of hope will shine no more.